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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Something just makes me ponder and think about life again... although I am moving on... positively.

I just came up to my office from lunch. (by the way, I couldn't blog at home so...) and received some msn from a very good and long time friend of mine.

The msn message goes like this:

"haha... aiyo.... y sad huh..
i duno.... sometimes i juz feel veri down...
w/o any reason...
mb my job is not doing veri well...
i feel inferior to some ppl....
i feel that it's worthless to keep on holding onto sth....
all the thoughts juz rush to me..
i wanna lead a simple life..
im not those who go for material things..... but somehow, reality push me to do things i have nv tot of doing....
i dun wanna live a life where i always have to worry abt financial probs or even probs that dun exist....
i wan everything to go my way... im not the sort of person who can solve every issues that pop out...
but i noe that's impossible.. so i try not to create probs myself..
which led me to worry excessively...
i tink of consequences too much....
i worry for unneccessary things...
but all i wan is things to go on smoothly....
argh.....
sorry... every few days i will haf this thinking...
i duno y.....
sometimes i look at my dog... n i wish i were him..
no worries... everyday eat n slp.. n sayanged by ppl....
if not happy, juz bark n bite ppl....simplicity is blessing.... but in s'pore to live life simple?

Don't you all think my friend said above are so true?
My situation is so similar to this friend of mine.
I don't want competition.
I know without competition, we can't improve but all I want is also a simple life too.
Eliminate as many worries as possible (because I know it's impossible not to have worries)

Sigh, that's life in our generation. All's about winning, fame, glory. Backstabbing occurs so often everywhere as a result. =(

.................................... -_________-

Anyway, sidetrack abit...
it's Crystal and Kaleen's birthday tomorrow!
Happy Birthday!!!

Virgos happie*3!!!
Haha... and another of my best friend, Tracy's birthday this coming Saturday too.
Happy Birthday to all!!! Including myself which is coming up soon too~~~

Oh yes, and my dearest friend, Jerene's birthday as well.. 2 days after mine!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

May we all have happiness, health and wealth =)

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