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Friday, August 29, 2008

me without make up on... =/

Finally, i have perfect eyesight about 26 hours ago! I am sooooo happy... finally a wish come true!
Looking forward to next week, a very special day~ woo~~~

Sometimes i am really tired of having to study for tests and exams... just finished 2 tests in 2 weeks, there again, next Wednesday. -_-

Then again, usually humans tend to take things for granted...
We yearn for things we do not have but when we have, we get sick and tired of it...

Guess that's life.

And oh yes, it's my best friend Tracy's birthday today. Happy birthday, gal!

{ 3:27 PM }

Thursday, August 21, 2008

I guess when people think of Econs, most of us will think it is tough.

It is not easy but it can be done.

I will try to master it.

Econs test tomorrow, wish me luck.

Will be having my Investment test next Monday followed by Futures and Options test the week after next.

Bonne Chance!

{ 11:48 PM }

Oh my god! I just cannot believe i can be so "suay" (hokkien for "unlucky") in just a day! The thing is, it happens on 20 August 2008 (20-08-2008!)

The first half of the day was fine until the time when i knocked off! I was supposed to leave my workplace around 6pm or so but because i have classes on in the evening, i decided to leave around 15mins earlier.

So, i left at around 5.45pm and made my way to wait for the free shuttle bus at NUS. Not bad, shortly after i arrived at the bus stop, the bus arrived and i boarded. I alighted around 3 stops after that and i made my way opposite to wait for bus 151.

Then things began to happen from here. The first bus came around 5mins later but i couldn't board because the bus was packed and the bus driver just refused to stop.

I thought the next bus will be approaching soon. By this time, it was around 6.15pm. I waited and waited... patiently. 6.30pm... 6.40pm and it finally came at 6.55pm! I was cursing and swearing but i thought ahhh never mind... but guess what happened next?
Just 3 stops later, the bus broke down! Arghhhh! The bus seemed to roll backwards when the driver half-clutched and he had to make a phone call to check with the bus service personnel but to no avail. This lasted for another 10mins or so. The thing is, the bus broke down at nowhere in the middle of the road and there was quite a distance away to the next nearest busstop. But we had no choice. The bus driver finally opened the front door and allowed us to alight after someone had shouted that we were late. I reckon most of them were also students from SIM.

Dammit. Wasted my 60cents and my TIME. By now, it was 7.30pm! My lesson was supposed to start at 7pm! I was so frustrated with the episodes that happened one after another. My plan to reach school early and have a peaceful dinner was in vain! (Thank god, i didn't have any test on the day)

I tried to control my anger and hope things will go smoothly after these. I walked to the next busstop. Too bad, there is only one bus service to school. About 10mins later, the bus came and i reached school nearly 8pm! @#$%%^&^%$%$!!

Never mind about all these. I endured. I decided to make my way to the canteen for a quick bite. GUESS WHAT AGAIN. The canteen was closed! (It's supposed to close after 8pm) See how unlucky i was? In the end, i have to go downstairs to buy some snacks instead. By the time i arrived outside my lecture room, 8.15pm. Half-time already. Break time.

So i only have my lessons from 8.30pm onwards. Really a waste of my trip. This is not the end. After my class ended, i missed my bus!!! (which usually i don't). Sigh. I have to waited for another 10mins again.

So you see, the second half of my day is all about waiting. Even earlier on, i have difficulty logging in to blogger! My access was denied a few times!

From my workplace to school is so near yet i took more than 2 hours to reach.

My friend said maybe i should go temple and pray -_-

{ 12:39 AM }

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

For many years, i longed to wake up from my bed every morning with clear vision, without having a need to look for my spects. Having a good shower with clear vision. Avoid mist/fog one can get from spectacles (ie. getting out of an air conditioned vehicle)Or feeling uncomfortable in contact lens (ie. like what i am experiencing right now. Even feel teary on some occasions.)

I don't wish to depend/rely on my spects/contact lens for the rest of my life.
I just want to get back the feeling i had many many years ago... hassle free and everything =)

Experience is everything. I guess people with good eyesight may find it hard to understand but i just hope the person i love will understand...

{ 3:36 PM }

Friday, August 15, 2008

I just had a friendly conversation with one of my friend on relationships. Recently, one of my best friend had broken up with her boyfriend because he did what he shouldn't outside and just recently, i have a fren who said the same thing to me which leads me to a feeling that, all guys are the same.

However, this friend of mine changed my mindset completely and what he said are really very meaningful. If one is single, it's justifiable but when one is attached, it's different. It's how these people cope with guilt. Yes, who can tolerate this kind of behaviour. Trust is important as we cannot possibly monitor 24/7. Nobody is perfect, but consicence must be clear. We all have choices and it's up to us on how we want to choose our path. There's no need to spite one another as i think it's a waste of time and it's stupid.

Some people may have the mentality that they will feel bored with the same girl. But it's how we enjoy our sex life. To do with the person we love is different because the chemistry is there. With others, it's purely a trade. I don't think there's enjoyable. When it's over, that's it.

We must always think of what we want and the consequence of the things we do. Not only in the short run, but in the long run.

For me, it's definitely intolerable. If i can stay faithful, why not him?
To my dearest friend, you have made the right choice. Just be happy and enjoy life.
I will always be there for you. 朋友不必太多，知音者几位就够了

自古多情空于恨，自恨绵绵无缺期

人与畜牲的分别是，我们可以控制我们的 desire,畜牲不能

{ 12:28 AM }