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Saturday, August 08, 2009

And so... I decided to change my blogskin... yes AGAIN. I have just changed 2-3 months back but I don't know why I got sick of it already. I don't really like the colour, it's too light for my liking. Also, perhaps is because I have absolutely no idea where I should lay my eyes on now... if not my brain cells keeps wandering, not knowing what to think about. -_-;

My slacking period is ending soon! Yes, sad right... in about 3 weeks time... because I gonna start a NEW job soon!
Yes, I have been feeling uncomfortable ever since I have graduated, the reason is simply because I wanted to change job and yet it's so tough when I don't really know where my interest lies. So without thinking twice, I took up the job offer. I reckon it's gonna be MUCH more busy and stressful than my current job but I am willing to give it a shot. No PAIN, no GAIN. Agree? No wonder the saying goes --> The only CONSTANT thing in life is CHANGE.

For me, I do get sick of something quite easily. Not people, I mean as in things and environment. Of course, I love all my wonderful friends. =) They are always there whenever I need a listening ear, someone whom I can really talk heart to heart with. Okay, back to what I've mentioned, I get sick of things easily... the things I bought, especially when there are new stuffs coming out, I will get very tempted to spend on them. Sigh* Therefore, for my job, I am not sure whether I will get tired of it in months to come. I HOPE NOT. Because during the interview, I had expressed so much interest in the job and even promised that I wouldn't leave for no good reason. Thinking back, I kinda regretted saying that because it gives me stress! Okay I know... stress is what we give ourselves... I must always stay positive and optimistic... and look forward. Ya, that's the way! Happy Happy Happy~

Next, I am looking forward to... 2 days later! YES! My Burberry tote bag! Thanks Mel who took the trouble to bring it all the way from London! I know it's cumbersome... really thanks!!! Thanks means I gonna spend AGAIN. OMG. I thought I could save 3k plus as I won't need to pay for school fees anymore but now what happens is... about 2k just gone in no more than 2 months. I am really a spender! Especially when I do shopping alone, I am sure to spend alot. I think I should go out with friends who can control my spending habits and who are good in desuading me!

And I am very much looking forward to my convocation end of the month too! I think that's gonna be the first and last time as I suspect I will not be studying anymore... unless for personal interest.

I am a contradicting person. I hope time can fly faster so that I could leave my fucked up job but then again, I feel kinda initimidated whenever I think of my new job. It's always those mixed feelings that disrupt our confidence and positive thinking.

Cheers... I think I should take a step back for now in order to fully enjoy my long weekend.
Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore!
I am so proud to live in Singapore~ it's such a safe and nice city! I think I should stop complaining about all the taxes and everything. One should always be contented. Simple is happiness. Same theory.

And coming up next is September! My 2nd favourite month of the year after December! AHEM* HAHA. My close friends will know why. Anyway, I realized quite a number of my close friends' birthday are around this period~ you know, I mean Virgos!!! LOL.

Lastly, I hope to spend this wonderful moment with my close friends. You all know who you are!

Life's tough, so just relax lah!

WAIT. I AM SO "AMUSED" BY BLOGGER AT TIMES. That time I waited for about 3 hours to just load my post and now another freaking problem again. THERE'S NO FONT, COLOURS, BOLD OR WHATSOEVER SO I SIMPLY CAN'T CHANGE OR DO ANYTHING TO MY POST EXCEPT TO LEAVE IT AS DEFAULT NOW.

SUPER PISSED.

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