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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

In other news, I am a confused person who doesn't know what I want in life. I have graduated for almost 3 months yet I am still stucked in my current job. I want to move on, move on to a job which I enjoy but the thing is, I really do not know what I will enjoy.

I get over an interest very fast. Just like when I first started this Degree in 2006 in Economics and Finance, I thought I will like the banking environment and stuffs but 3 years later which is now, I started to have second thoughts. Why like that!!! Hate this kinda feelings.

I am picky about jobs. I don't want to change to a job whereby the pay is just 20-30% more yet I get all the shit and stress from boss, collleagues, everywhere you know? I want to find one which I really enjoy so that I could wake up going to work happily every single day. Is it so hard? Can anyone advice me?

All along this problem is there, just that I brushed it off to make me feel better. But after reading one of my good friend's blog... she blogged about this topic and I started to think about myself.
Why is it that almost everyone around me are so successful and happy... I am happy for them of course because they are my dearest friends but I actually felt like a loser... I don't know how come things ended up this way for me. Okay, maybe they have their ups and downs too but at least they appeared to me as happy. =)

Most of my friends around me are quite successful... have their own career, own a car etc and most of them getting married or have got married already and some of them are rich, flown to so many countries which I am really glad for them and of course envy.

I don't know what causes me to stay in my office at 6:30pm now to type this entry. Suddenly, I felt sooo sad.............................................................

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