Soon, May will be over and i am trying hard to fill in one entry for May, at least. ;p

Or put it this way, i am listening to a song on the radio right now and suddenly i have the urge to pen down some thoughts... =)

Time passes by so fast. I have finished one year of my course at SIM. Remember this picture above was taken in Dec 2006, when i was all alone and i went to this place somewhere in Singapore. I guess i am someone with deep emotions. When i am down, nothing matters, i will travel all the way to somewhere that is peaceful and nice and enjoy the beautiful scenery while watching people passes by. It helps to cheer me up somehow and i felt better after that.

Despite that, i am glad i still belongs to the optimistic group. I must say i am someone who can smile easily. Just by knowing that my loved ones is happy, or even a call from them, i smiled. Sometimes by looking at photos, some thoughts, some gifts, i smiled.

The most important person in my life is someone i got to know in 2005, by chance or fate. People always like to ask how come i am still single, or most of them even thought i am attached and thought i lied to them. I think it's because i don't approach people easily or i am nonchalant with those who approached me. I don't like to try and i don't treasure people easily. (At this point, if you are still reading, you must be thinking how bad a person i am) There's someone who's in UK now, who said he's been waiting for 2 years plus for me and i am still not touched. Thus, i am being "scolded" for being a cold-blooded animal. Others didn't comment but i knew they must have thought the same way. I don't know why. Sometimes, i won't even want one more friend. I feel that it is a liability to me. Ha.

But there's this person whom i felt very different. Entirely different. It was the first time i approached a guy and that's him. I don't know why. But at that point, he strikes me as a very nice person and that's the reason why i approached him. I just feel that he is very "true" in his words and i am right. No amount of words can describe his niceness, until you know him. I don't have many close encounter with guys but one thing for sure, he is very different from other guys. He pampered me in his own ways, not by buying me gifts but he really took care of me in every way he can. I know not every gal will appreciate his way of doing things but i am very sure this is something that what a every guy should be. I don't know why he is so different from others. I guess its because he took time to analyse, try to do the best he can be and give the best to the people that he's concerned. This definitely doesn't come overnight. That explains why experience+knowledge=wisdom. He took time to teach me the best things in life, share with me as much as he could, things that happens daily, the past and the future. He is a very detailed person and can converse well with people. I am amazed at how well he can engage people in conversations. Such a great person to me. Not many who is good at studies have good EQ like him. How many people would actually help someone to save money when it's not their own money. He is just so different. He is not selfish. I have done many wrong things but he doesn't blame me. I know sometimes he said so, but having known him until today, i know he doesn't mean it. Sometimes when i'm outside, he even called and asked whether do i need a ride from him. So many things he have done for me, i should repay him by being more dong3 shi4 (sensible). Knowing him, i have become more careful with my spending and have .

He has always been very careful with my feelings. Despite his hectic lifestyle, he spent time with me. He is a very comical person, like me. He laughs and jokes very easily. I felt love and warmth when i hugged him. I am really very happy. Actually, he's a very easy going person. I know no one is perfect but he is really so perfect in my eyes. I know i must be mad, but when i get scolded by him, i don't feel angry at all. In fact, i am so angry at myself. Sometimes, i looked at him and i will laugh automatically. He is such a unique and special person that's why i loved him alot. I don't love easily. If i hadn't know him, i won't even know there's such person. If he's gone, i guess i won't settle for another one. How i wish i can be more sensible so he can always smile when i am with him and no need to worry about me too. Can i make a wish now? (Nono, is 3 wishes!) I wish that i won't do things that worries him and be happy. I also wish that we can go through everything together. Lastly, all the best to his future endeavour~