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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

The slope is getting steeper. No amount of words can describe my feelings right now. If i could write my life story into a book, then this would be the part that would attract the reader's attention, i guess.

Once upon a time my heart died,
i felt sad.
I thought i would stop breathing,
and my heart would never beat again.
But that wasn't the case at all...
Over time, i finally understood,
what i gained,
and what i lost.

Dreams are only dreams until action is taken.
Cherish a dream in your heart,
and you'll glow and grow.

Let's chase away the blues!
Go on a shopping spree?
Get my hair done by a top-notch stylist?
Or savour some abalone?

Hmm, i think i will take a bubble bath. Shiok~

There are many ways to cheer myself up.

Scars from the past...
I was not the first one to be informed of an important incident which i will remember it vividly because if this event come true, i would regret for the rest of my life.
Things hiding from me..
But i was the one to blame...
He was someone very nice...
Someone very unique...
Someone that would make me laugh, not only because he looked cute, but because he laughs at the silliest joke. (too bad he complained that 99.9% of the time i make him frown)
He was the only one i would call king and bow to (what about Prince Charming?)
Unfortuately, one day something happened.
I thought i saw something.
Tears rolled down my cheeks.
Then the more i think of it, the more i wanna see it again.
The more i see, the more upset i become.
The more upset i become, my brain has to work extra hard to generate more cells to make it "active" in the hope to calm me down.
Yes, and my heartbeat has slowed down.

How i wish if your absence can made me stronger.
I know one day i won't see you again.
Even if i do, everyone will be in a different mood.
Suddenly i can sense the impending danger ahead.
I can finally feel the seriousness simply because,
it means forever.

I knew u wouldn't want to see me this way,
you would be happy if i can be more focus.
Even if i do, everything on the outer are as beautiful as what u always wanted,
but we can never turn back time.

Lord, please enlighten me. I need your help and guidance as much as i would like to help myself.

By the way, did anyone of you feel the tremors of the earthquake in Singapore today? My whole house was so shaky, according to my mum. Too bad, i wasn't at home to experience it. lol.

{ 11:16 PM }