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Tuesday, January 24, 2006


retarded right? hahahaha.. too stress liao.. ahahha.. Posted by Picasa

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la li la lo Posted by Picasa

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where? Posted by Picasa

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2006 me. Posted by Picasa

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on the platform Posted by Picasa

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hellooooo Posted by Picasa

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thoughts.. Posted by Picasa

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so far yet so near? Posted by Picasa

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Monday, January 23, 2006


my new name. Posted by Picasa

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baby....... Posted by Picasa

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006


one of my best bitching kaki Posted by Picasa

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nice background Posted by Picasa

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group pic. Posted by Picasa

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ivy jie jie and me. haha Posted by Picasa

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outside heeren Posted by Picasa

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Thursday, January 05, 2006


a food lover. advertising food. ha. Posted by Picasa

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stupid pose. so ignore me and look at the food. Posted by Picasa

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yummy!!!!!!!!! Posted by Picasa

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

I WISH ........

1) To know you

2) To understand you

3) To feel you

4) To hear you

5) To see you

6) To touch you

7) To sense you

8) To kiss you

9) To tell you...

10) I love you.

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Monday, January 02, 2006

Just woke up from my nap. Was listening to this Bei Ai De Nu Ren by Coco right now and suddenly got the urge to post something in my blog. My mind was unclear, yet it tells me that i have something to post. Well, i just post what comes to my mind. Hope my readers wouldnt mind. =)

Everyone has their story to tell no matter how old they are. Of course the older u are, the longer your story. Ha. Hopefully the more interesting too. Lol.

Suddenly i realized that life is so vulnerable. What if i dun wake up tomorrow? I still have people tat i wished to thank, i still have people whom i love to see, people who are good to me.. whom i took for granted. For those whom are not, i won't hate. It takes more than effort to hate someone. Hate brings hatred so why? I promised myself that i will forget everything in the past or rather should i say let go. cuz suddenly i realised that i have better things to do, better things waiting for me and better things for me to remember for my present and future. Time waits for no man. Thinking and waiting stops me from moving forward. No point bringing me back to something or someone when i know that right in front of me, there are more better opportunites. I should open out to more opportunities.

Sometimes i have this fear of waking up, alone, with no one cares for me or when everything suddenly ends. Why must people be so realistic. Suddenly i realized every human should be treated equally, not differently. Don't be biased or carry that stigma anymore. We always wanted something or someone better than what we have earlier. But if u really go and think, sit down and think, is this really what u want? You muz sees it as a whole package. Is it worth to yearn for something better than what u have earlier in the end u found that actually its not that good afterall. Its just a superego feeling that carries in each one of us. Everyone wants something good, something better than previously but i feel that the most important thing is to go by ur feelings and do what ur heart tells u to and most important is the "something" u wanted for can last forever. Ok i know its getting abit complicating. Let me put it in this way, i saw this piece of dress which is so beautiful and so i decide to buy it. One day i saw another dress which is even more beautiful, and one more besides it which is just what i have in mind to buy. Should i go for the beautiful one or the one which my heart tells me so? I would choose the latter. I know some of u maybe, will prefer the beautiful one. But beauty doesnt last. Is the feelings that carries in u which is called forever, lasting u a lifetime, leaving u with no regrets. So dun be surprised if one day i choose something ugly but yet i bought it cuz suddenly i have the feelings in it. haha.

In this new year 2006, i decided to change my mindset. I always thought once u have something(s), its everything but no. If everyone looks at a different perspective, did what i've mentioned, the world will be filled of love, which is so wonderful~ People are usually judgemental esp when looking for their ideal partner, based on either one or all or more of the below:
1)looks
2)status (whether r u rich or poor)
3)IQ.. EQ
4)chemistry.. feelings.. common interests
5)your current job status etc............... bla bla bla


Me no exceptional.. i look for feelings, chemistry, feelings and mixture of overall. But why? Sometimes i tot to myself, is it how people think influence my way of thinking too? Cuz most of us like this, so i am also like that.. something like conformity... Aiya its getting abit out of topic by now.. i just type what my mind asked me too.. now i really dunno how should i end.. haha.. hmmm i just wanna say be yourself. Don't let others affects or influence ur choice no matter what it is. It can be something or someone. and dun compare something new with your previous one. Because for instance, in the case of the dress, just buy it accordingly to ur feelings at that point of buying, because if u ever compare, there will be no end. There are always better ones out there... is just that u haven come across. SO WHY NOT JUST TREAT IT AS FATE? SINCE IT IS IN FRONT OF U MEANS U HAVE FATE WITH IT AND SINCE IT CARRIES THE FEELINGS THAT U HAVE SO JUST BUY IT. WHY BOTHER TO GO TO SO MANY SHOPPING MALLS JUST TO SEARCH FOR SOMETHING BETTER AND IN THE END U REALIZE IT MISSES OUT SOME UNIQUE CHARACTERISTICS THAT THE PREVIOUS ONE CARRIES OR IT IS NOT AS GOOD AS THE PREVIOUS ONE AND WHEN U GO BACK TO SEARCH FOR TAT PREVIOUS DRESS, U REALIZE IT IS SOLD OUT..?it will be so sad right..

So the point is treasure what is in front of u presently, in case u lost it, u will regret forever. Setting ur criteria too high will only brings u more disappointment. And dun tell me u keep buying and buying and buying and at the end of the day, u lost your own ego cuz u dunno what u want... and when u look back at all the dresses that u bought, which one can u truly says u really likes it? it seems all the same right? So sometimes in life, comparison drives one crazy when there are too many choices. o so please just take one and go. haha.


jEssLyN Quote for the day: "Sometimes when we yearn for something and spent our whole life just to search for something better, in the end it doesnt come afterall, we regretted cuz we realized that in between that period, we give up on those which should be appreciated."

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

Happy New Year 2006! Let us welcome the new year with new hopes, life, dreams or whatever we ever wished for~ haha
Now is 14 20. just woke up. Slept for around 5 hours? Hmmm haha. Anyway im here just to share abit of what i was doing yesterday. Yesterday was indeed a memorable day to remember all thanks to this "tour guide" that i have. haha. Enjoyed so many first time things.. from food.. to places.. etc.. even watching fireworks is my first time.. really bu4 ke3 shi1 yi4.. im so touched by all these little things.. actually u can have all the money in this world but yet u don't have happiness whats e point.. i would prefer the little things in life that i enjoyed.. those are truly wonderful moments to remember..haha i know by now, you all might have realized that im such a "sua ku" person. haha.
Anyway just realized that this chocolate brand (Sins) that i "admire" most is at Millenia Walk just directly opposite this "MoonFish Pasta & Seafood Restaurant".. haha..
hmm thats why i say i realize alot of things which i wouldnt know if not for "yesterday".. haha... So i will treasure "yesterday".. haha funny huh me.. anyway just realize that im still quite tired now.. so abit blur blur now... actually when i am alone, usually i will be either hungry or tired or both.. i am experiencing both now.. urgh.. oo i still have this bottle wine alcohol chocolate with me from "yesterday" haha.. actually really cant bear to eat away de.... but i am just too hungry now... will go and xing1 shang3 on my bed now, haha.. oo ya before i forgot, i tried my first tiramisu yesterday! wah damn shiok the feeling.. really feel like flying~~~ indescribable feelings within~~~~~~~~
Fly to my chocolate factory now oh~~~ loL~

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