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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Hi to all, just remembered that i still have an existing blog so came over to say "Hi" since now i am still consider free.. hee..
Well, am working currently.. decide to take up the advanced diploma in business studies next year in April @ PSB Academy since its jus @ my office downstairs so still consider convenient and save alot of hassles.. after completing the course which will take around 15 months, i will go and look for a better paid cum benefits job with better prospects cum challenge. Haha. Hopefully by then, i can save and go for the bachelor of Science..
Tomorro have to replenish those stupid forms in office again.. cuz nowadays so many recruitments.. my pair of hands also cannot handle haha..
Anyway what to do.. don't like also muz do.. we all work because of money.. if not who will work. but there r some who work for their interest tho. i dun mind getting a job of my interest and getting underpaid. haha.
Anyway Xmas is coming.. yet no plans yet.. hmm anw xi guan jiu hai hao ba.. haha..
I have learnt to take one step at a time.. i look forward to my future but yet theres no hurry.. everything let nature takes its course.
Sometimes when i am free, i will start to think abt many many things.. abt myself, my life, my friends and even people aorund me. Sometimes i wonder why do we oni think of ourselves and neglect the feelings of others? Why cant we accomodate instead of compromise.. Well, maybe god create humans of different personalities so as to make this world more interesting or shall i say, so as to let us see different people with different personalities? Hmm time really flies fast.. 1 year is gone again.. i really hope to accomplish at least something.. at least i can tell myself i can do it but always lack of momentum.. Always jus say say only..
Sometimes i feel lonely but what to do.. life still have to go on.. i dun do something for the sake of doing actually.. is the process thats more important..
I always believed tat a man's charisma lies not in his looks but how he makes u feel.. in fact i dun fall for guys considered conventionally good looking. but i have 1 condition for my Mr Right. I have to love him alot. Its ez to tell when im in love. I'm all sparkly-eyed and i walk like im floating. Even having a dinner at a coffee shop with him makes me feel im the happiest person in the world. How will i know if my bf is THE ONE? When i worry him as i would a family member, when i fear i might lose him and not see him again tats when im in love. BUT i also believe in FATE. That person meant for u is predestined. You cant run away form it. Love keeps me motivated and it gives me strength. I love to be loved, however i need to find the RIGHT one to fall in love with.

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