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Thursday, December 22, 2005

An interesting title. Experience Vs Experienced. Haha. "Experience" as in in our everyday lives, we will experience and come across so many different kinds of people .. be it the domineering ones, the hard-to-let-go ones, the bossy ones, the act pity ones, the kaypo ones, the hypocrites, the eavesdroppers, the backstabbers, and even the resourceful ones and so on, till we have became so "Experienced" in handling different people with different characteristics using different methods. We have seen so much. Unfortuately, there will be more. Having said that, i think everyone has their fair share of encounters. Today just encounter one. In fact, everyday in office i have encounter so much but today was abit special. Happened outside office. Haha. Anyway, think i will not share it here but i will be more wary in my actions in future cuz every action leads to at least one consequence for everyone.
Anyway in office was abit.. erm how should i put it.. happy and unhappy la but i think thats part and parcel of working life.. no matter where u work there are bound to be daily hassles. The point is u muz know how to handle it. But how to handle? Simple. Learn through ur daily experience everyday. The more you experience, the more you learn and the more people u encounter in ur life, the more you are experienced. Once u reach that stage, you are the winner. But one caution. Don't expect things to go ur way always.. Like our fingers, not all are equal. Bound to have ups and downs in life. As the saying goes..'you cannot please everyone' so dun ever expect 'everyone to please u'.. make sense la..
Sometimes it really set me to think what do i want in life. i really want to settle down, travel to beautiful places, try all the nice food that this world has, take beautiful pictures of beatuiful places, my friends, myself etc,.. everyone wants to enjoy, who don't? Ha sadly to say if u wanna enjoy, u muz work. Some ppl work for the sake of money. But to me, i work for the sake of enjoying the process. To me, enjoyment is very important. It comes on top of money. Money can't buy love or any other things to me. I do everything by feelings. I do what my heart tells me to do. If i really like something, i will go my way to achieve it. Thats why sometimes i overspent due to the sudden impulse i carried in me. To me, i think that do something that u feel happy. In life, do not try to play hard-to-get, at the end of the day, u get nothing out of it but jus regrets. I tried to enjoy every process my life brings me, even for jus a second. O ya today i bought 12 magnetic calendars although i didnt really use it. Jus because it looks cute (like me, hahaha)
After having whining so much, my point is i muz be clear of what i want .. ahem which i am still thinking.. i want to get a job which can satisfy me, gives me that momentum and 'drive' to go to work the moment i open my eyes in the morning. Put aside money, everything is still wonderful. I want someone to love and care for me as much as i love and care for him. I want someone who trust me as much as i trust him. Once we have the trust in each other, we can save many unnecessary quarrels and spend more quality time together. I don't want the looks, i jus want the feelings. I want my guy to love me for who i am and not because of external factors. I don't want him to doubt me and i won't want myself to doubt him too. Given our trust we have in each other, i believe we can do it.
Right now, i dun want to think too much. My mind needs relaxation. Be it career, lovelife, i will go by my feelings. Shun4 Qi2 Zi4 Rang2 is the best.
Tomorrow go back office have to search for house again. i dun get to earn the commission for ur information.
Lastly, life is nothing but a gamble. Every step u take leads to a consequence. Although u wun know whether are u the winner or loser till u try. But liek what i've said, go by ur feelings is the best. Do what makes u happy and comfortable. That's happiness. I believe that ahead of me, there will be happiness too. Lets Lalalala~ Advanced Merry Xmas Everyone! Ciao~

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