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Friday, December 31, 2004

IF ONE KNOWS NOT THE BITTERNESS OF DESPAIR, HOW WOULD ONE KNOW THE TASTE OF JOY?

SURE there will be questions like: not going out today n stuffs? well, today not gonna be out as everywhere is sure damn packed .. to save myself from all the hassle n stuffs, think is a better option to stay home .. bored? well, the tv can entertain me .. (although this year wont be broadcasting any countdown on tv due to the mourning of the tsunami thingey.)anyway, every years the same .. feel kinda bored.. to squeeze with those people and then going home is a problem too.. den girls wear until like that .. then dun blame others for touching or raping you .. anyway think they enjoy it .. den pretend say people wanna rape them .. fake woman. wake up your idea, we are not stupid. CUT YOUR ACT AND GET A LIFE. TO ALL THOSE BITCHES OUT THERE: DUN COME CRYING AND SOBBING WHEN U GET AIDS. SIMPLY COZ U R RESPONSIBLE FOR UR OWN ACTIONS. suddenly i realize that actually there are still a few who share the same view as me .. mostly undergrads tends to be more mature in their thinking .. like andy, the future doctor kong and ron .. u guys know who u are .. (but im exceptional keke)
well today is the last day of 2004 .. mixed feelings.. erm okay .. 2004 has been a memorable one for me .. in fact, every year is a memorable one .. this year has been more relaxed for me as i turned single! haha more freedom and stuffs .. single is cool .. ok la both has it pros and cons .. this year is also kinda a turning point for me from a teenage to adulthood .. haha .. to think that i have been living in this world for 21years! omg sounds so old ..
k friendship wise .. kinda found back some (or most i should say)my primary sch buddies! thanks to friendster! and with the advanced technology of computers where stuffs like msn, icq, friendster is being introduced to links humans like us (haha) together like big families from different parts of the world has been great .. get to communicate with all sorts of people with different attitude, character and outlook in life have sort of gave me a clear picture of reality and way of life the people around my age r facing. However, still refuses to change my stand. still prefers the mature, inspiring, sensible .. hopefully trustful ones. be it online pals, true friends, strangers .. whatever.
In fact, everyday people are moving very fast.. technology are advancing .. perhaps one fine day they will overtake the work of humans, leaving many jobless. life is fragile. unpredictable. perhaps predestined. jus like the tidal waves that killed dozens of uncountable(still counting)precious lives (even marine lives) in jus milliseconds.. unspared innocent lives taken.. leaving their loved ones behind .. this makes me reflect on many things .. thinking back .. the past .. everything .. life is simply too fragile. you never know what will happen in the next min or even seconds .. therefore we muz make full use of whatever we have while we can and seize every opportunity. time is money. dun waste it. make full use of it. dun neglect the people around you especially our loved ones.. treasure them. you will never know when you wont even have a chance to thank them. to repay them. to say goodbye.
Thanks 2004.. for giving me a wonderful year .. though not fruitful but thanks for bringing peace in my country. thanks for giving me a good health. health is prosperity.
To all those who yet to know me or even those whom are jus acquaintances.. thanks for dropping by .. to look at my blog .. to those who are part of my life .. new friends .. old friends .. thanks for the friendship. as for my best friends, thanks for being there whenever i need u to..
Lastly all the best to everyone of you as we welcome the new year 2005! hope it will be a better year for everyone of u guys out there!
Tomorrow will be a better day .. think going out with my parents .. ya im the homely type .. short of cash .. go out with friends sure spend $ .. till i find a bf bah cuz no money still can meet .. joking.
okay think thats about all .. =)

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k jus reach home.. jus now (30/12/2004) before going to the chalet i went to do my contact lens ... luckily no increase in my degree .. $90 only ... $10 discount .. actually is $100 .. brother also went to make a pair .. his $110 .. actually is $120.. also $10 discount .. his $20 more cuz first time mah .. after that i went to the chalet at downtown east .. me, elain and wanting was the first of the few who reach ( still tot we are late cuz already around 7pm when we reach ) .. after that we sit around lo cuz the cathering haven come dunno y.. think got some problem.. after that we decided to go the janet's cafe to eat instead .. cuz think the cathering cancelled liao ba .. we ordered alot ah (dunno how much $ eventually haha). fish n chips ah .. wedges ah .. dory fish ah .. mushroom soup ah .. chicken wing ah .. sprite and etc .. overall was quite alright la (no complains haha) .. the birthday cake was mango! one of my favourite! elain dun like so she give me lo .. ard 22 30 we went off liao .. if not we'll miss the last bus cuz wanting stay very far ma (jurong east).. think thats abt it ma.. below are some photos taken while waiting for the food to arrive hahaha

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like one family .. haha

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hahaaha

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elmo and us!

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nice background

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big bird says hi~!

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soldier and us!

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at the telephone booth

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thinking?

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doreamon so cute!!!!

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huhuhu~

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waiting for our food..

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hahahahah

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nice cushion

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elmo's world~

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Thursday, December 30, 2004

arlow~! im back again .. well, will be going to my friend's chalet later at pasir ris downtown east.. before that will be going to make a pair of contact lens cuz mine is like so long din change liao .. will be boarding bus 21 around 1745 .. wahaha so precise .. den signal elain to board at tampines area .. but suddenly wanting wanna meet us go together too.. hope she wun be late to meet elain cuz if not i have to either alight there or mit them at hai sing high liao .. cuz me no concession stamp ma .. ok will post in some photos from the chalet later! meantime take care to all!

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

jus came back from funan POSBANK.. went to change a new atm card... the new one which is the blue one.. not really nice but since my old one quite old liao so change lo hahaha~

hee jus woke up not long ago .. finished eating one whole box of strawberry love letters cuz it's simply too yummy! hahaha.. well, my computer mouse alright liao.. can double click on the links and my blog finally liked me.. muhaha but still its weird cuz i have to go thru blogger.com in order to view my blog =( siao one dunno why also .. sigh~

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

well .. something to say again .. yest my secondary school friend (the one i've mention below before.. if u all ever read u will understand).. anyway she had clarify with me on msn.. (sorry if i really did malign u..u know who u are, i wun mention) she said that she dunno i was the one who called that day on xmas eve cuz too noisy.. she said why would she do that for no reason and so on.. anyway since she said that, what can i do but to believe .. hope tats the truth lo .. anyway why so many ppl celebrating their birthday these days huh .. so many december babies.. how i wish im born in december keke.. although im v free at home but suddenly so many happenings "arrived" together, i also v hard to handle u know .. somemore on the same day .. one group is on wed and fri de .. the other one is on thurs de.. dunno the wed or the fri one is one of my pri sch's fren bf .. alamak i also dunno him den if i go is like .... funny? though my pri sch frens are there la .. well was supposed to accompany my friend go for an mv audition on thurs but couldnt because of the chalet.. so sorry (tracy for ur recommendation to me and shirong) .. hope shirong can find someone to accompany her eventually.. =)
second thing is.. actually wanting to change a pair of contact lens on thurs but got the chalet la so no choice maybe go on saturday but dunno got open anot cuz is new years' day .. will phone up to ask tml if not tml i go change le.. dunno la.. so messy .. so fan fan fan fan fan urgh!! or maybe thurs before chalet go change .. dunno la.. haiz.. blame it on my eyesight~!

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today is my slacking day again .. muhahahahha .. luckily the weather was fine .. hope it rains .. me everyday slept ard 2am plus den wake up ard like 12pm .. pig right? haha .. anyway, was suppose to have a cousin's meeting yesterday (monday) .. but they wanna watch kung fu hustle but i have watched. den they asked me to watch again. siao! hahahahaha .. den planned to watch meet the fockers today but the stupid show haven released offically ... den the rest we dun like .. aiya so mafan so decide to meet another day lo .. which is maybe no time to meet liao .. cuz is like .. they all sch reopens liao .. one of them so smart .. now having the 3 months course at Hwa Chong JC .. ( they inherit smart genes from parents ) den left weekends which sometimes hard to pei(4) he(2) .. dunno lalala .. let's see then ..

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Monday, December 27, 2004

*FOR THOSE WHO EXPERIENCE DIFFICULTIES IN VIEWING SOME OF THE PHOTOS, JUS DOUBLE CLICK ON THE SQUARE CAN LIAO* well ... dunno why these days cant view my blog myself .. =( [ maybe my blog dun like me ] sob sob* well anyway .. no choice . blog is for others to view one ( keke ) .. well, yesterday went to my cousin's wedding dinner at centrepoint .. the dishes were quite special lah.. as in those teochew and cantonese kind .. but anyway overall ok la .. i have posted the dishes below, can take a look! anything i can eat almost anything one as long as is edible and not er xin taste .. haha .. as for today, gonna slack at home again .. (-_-^) next week gonna start my attachment liao and this time is no pay one hor (free labour huh).. so this is my last week slacking ( professional slacker hor? ) haha ..

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take 1 (haha) in cabbie on the way to the wedding dinner at centrepoint ..

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take 2!

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take 3!

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kinda blur .. anw was b4 going to the wedding

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hehe =)

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just arrived .. keke

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this one is the bride's brother .. 16 years old .. haha

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this one is my cousin .. same age as me de .. she very cute hor .. with the spects .. keke

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dish 1... think is teochew cold dish bah .. i like the one that looks like spring roll de .. (sori dunno whats it called) and the one besides it ( the duck meat) :p

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dish 2! my all time favourite! yu(2) ci(4)!

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